I’m so confused

I’m so confused, although I’ve know for a long time I’m not normal mentally, I think I’ve hidden it well. Yesterday most of friends found out by accident and I was forced to tell people. I feel angry hurt and confused. I wanna punch the wall and my my knuckles bleed so much. I don’t wanna take my meds. By I need to die quickly. I hate myself I hate my face and my body. People constantly sending me friends requests all day to find out I have BPD. Leave me alone to go.

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About Maria

Me I'm a confused woman, who keeps making the same mistakes. Feel lost and broken.
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